Wrote an entry about how I chanced upon an ex-colleague's blog when I lost connection. Seo instead of trying to write another full length entry, this is what I wanna say to her.

I'm really glad for you now that you found love & is ready to be in love again. I'm truly happy for you, Vikki. All the best...

You.
Can.
Only.
Type.
One.
Word.

Not as easy as you might think.




1. Where is your cell phone?
table

2. where is your boyfriend/girlfriend?
none

3. Your hair?:
head

4. Your mother?
work

5. Your favorite item?:
kitty

6. Your dream last night?:
forgot

7. Your favorite drink?
tea

8. Your dream car?:
any

9. The room you are in?
office

10. Your ex?:
dunno

11. Your fear?
death

12. What do you want to be in 10 years?
housewife

13. Who did you hang out with last night?
family

14. last thing bought?
breakfast

16. hang out?
none

17: One of your wish list items?
car

18: Time for?
zzz

19. The last thing you did?
internet

20. What are you wearing?
clothes

22. Your favorite book?
passbook

23. The last thing you ate?
antibiotics

24. Your life?
okay

25. Your mood?
nonchalant

26. your friends?
great

27. What are you thinking about right now?
nothing

28. Your transport?
bus

29. What are you doing at the moment?
typing

30. What you did last summer?
forgot

31. Your relationship status?
none

32. What is on your tv?
NA

33. When was the last time you laughed?
yesterday

34. Last time you cried?
saturday

35. School:
over

Stayed at home yesterday to pack my room cos' Aunt from Malacca came & visit us. Well actually I came to realise that she's no longer staying in Malacca but in TPY cos' her husband died and so she came & live with her son in SG.

Was packing my room and put on the CD from Carolyn. Heard 约定 by 光良, the song that Jun really enjoyed. Was reminded of him. I dun exactly miss him but memories are just etched in my mind. I recalled how we spent times together and how we behaved like kids when we're together. I wonder how things will be like if we were still together.

Nonetheless, I'm still leading a happy life now. 2nd bro is getting married, so is small aunt and one of my cousins. There's a drastic change in my wardrobe. I'm $1000 richer cos of shares. My parents are healthy and grandmother recovering. I should be grateful for what I have.
Instead of lamenting on how things might turn out better, I'm thankful for all that I have. I'll definitely lead a better than never life.

I'm so sick of being "watched over" by this stupid bitch in the company. Come to the company to slack and just wanna poke her nose into everyone's business. Crazy or what? So free to do such things, then go and volunteer and do something for the charity. Dun come and boss people around. I'm paid to do work and generate revenue for the company and not to be "bossed" around by some people. I'm an employee, not a maid. Please, if you want, kindly go & get a maid & boss her around~

Went to the doctor this morning finally. Yesh, I'm really suspected of having thalassemia. That means that my body refuses to produce iron. Hence I'm not supposed to marry a guy who has the same condition as me.

Right now, I feel like puking. Dunno why. Not feeling well at all. Long day ahead though~

I've finally lost weight! 2 kg in total, but bulk of it is from my boobs I think. Significant decrease! I'm so sad. Wanted to lose weight from my thighs and arms, but too bad.

Worn new top & shoes today to work. Wanna make my day super happy, but...
early in the morning, can't get a cab to work. Have to call one. Got stuck in traffic once again. Sigh, why is my life so miserable?

Realised that there would be meeting tonight. Sigh, once again, something bad is gonna happen. Nothing good will come out of meetings. Sigh~

Woah, I'm back! After so many purchases, I almost thought I was coming back to start a shop. My luggage was maxed out. Opened another bag, and have to hand-carry 3 bags. Seriously crazy right?

Super hungry & tired now. Going back to zzz...

Currently in Changi T1. Will need to board the flight soon. Tired but can't really get to sleep. Bought 2 books. Gonna enjoy on the plane...

Take care peeps~

Dunno whether I've been doing what I really need to do. Find that sometimes I've been too nice or lenient to people that people must just take me for granted. I guess that's human mentality but I just can't do it. I try to be nice to almost everyone cos I need the affirmation that I'm well-liked. Not that I need to be popular, but at least not hated by people.

Going to Bangkok this weekend. Hope that it'll be fun~

Watched Spiderman 3 over the weekend. Dun exactly think it's a very nice show. Thought that 1 and 2 were much better, but everyone else is gaga-ing over 3. Really think it's overrated. And the fact that I'm deprived of sleep doesn't help me to appreciate it any better.

Will be departing to Bangkok on Saturday. Was actually looking very much forward to it but now, I'm actually having second thoughts. Sigh, so many things have changed. Dun really think I made a right decision to plan this trip.

Well I'll just take it as a break from work then...

Really feel very fucked up at work. Really need to find a job real soon. What a stupid company I'm in. I can't believe I've already stayed here for more than half a year. Environment-wise, it's definitely better than Shang, but I really did enjoyed my work at Shang. At least, my boss is just temperamental at times, now they're temperamental everyday!

Picked on me on the slightest things. C'mon they are not the only employers in Singapore. I'm sure I can get a better job anything. Trust them to come up with propaganda to tell me that they're paying very well, short working hours and nice environment, etc. What crap! Then why am I in office on a Saturday morning?

Tell me I've got no working experience. C'mon, I've survived in the worst industry. You are the ones who don't having any working experience! You've never even stepped out of your own little enclave! Started the company and never worked under anyone before. All you know how to do is to boss around. All the stupid people around.

I need a new job desperately!

Was playing mahjong yesterday though I wanted to go to Ikea to get all my storage to pack my room, but having missed the weekly Saturday sessions twice in a row, I went ahead and play anyway.
Played from 2+ in the afternoon all the way till 11pm. I'm so tired now. No strength to work. Won about 10+ dollars in all. *Yawnz* Best time to sleep now that it's raining~