Wanted to blog some grievances and unhappiness in this entry, but was simply too tired to jot down the details. Well just let me stuff myself with all the grievances and die of unhappiness~


I applaud myself with the ingenuity of taking my own picture using reflection on a laptop! Think the pic is nice because of the "blurry effect".

Waiting for the monorail.

Went to Siloso beach and played some team building game, then it was free & easy for all.

Alex & me

Then the "losers" were being drawn as forfeit. Haha, me not included. Poor things, especially the guys. No mercy!!!

Alex, Edward, Hazel, Daphne, Augustine & Babu
(See below post for Candy's punishment)

"I love my trainer!"

Jiajia came & join us later.

Bye Sentosa

(All pics)

Then celebrated Ting's birthday @ gram's house.

Hmmm what next?

"Here I am, at the crossroad once again"...
Wanted to post this song, but forgot the title of it.

Anyway, really aptly describe in the above, I'm at the crossroad and wondering what is my next move. This move determinds my life and I want to make it wisely.

Most people are telling me to choose SCS, but I'm more bias towards PK. Even though at the end of the day, SCS has a better package than PK, I'm still not quite certain.

I need a definite answer by today. God, who can help???

Sometimes I juz feel like I'm a scaredy cat. I mean, this is my blog and of course, I'm free to say anything, especially when emotions swell at that moment, I would use more emotional and intese words that aptly describes my feelings at that split second. However, when time pass, I'm afraid that the person(s) involved would be upset or angry, and I would meekly delete part of my blog.


This happened when I was still in contact with my ex. His then girlfriend kicked up a big fuss about my blog mentioning him, so I went through all the entries from Day 1 and deleted all those with his name.
Was feeling really frustrated at work once and blogged about but took down that post cos one of my closer colleague mentioned that it may reflect badly on me if my boss chance upon it.
Also when someone mentioned that she felt hurt and angry by my post, I deleted the part of the post almost immediately and even subtly apologize in a later post.


Now, I'm also editing my previous post because there might be a high chance that the persons involved will read my blog. I mean, the emotions and feelings are very real for that moment, but now, we're still great friends. So I dun want the previous emotions to jeopardise our friendship!


So there's really no liberty in speech over here? Where is the channel where I can freely express my thoughts and not having to suffer from repercussions? I guess this does not exist in the real world. Once we mature and become adults, we are liable for everything we say. Even the slightest comment may cause us to lose our jobs or be sued for slander (this happened in another story related by my ex-colleague)! I guess that's the sad reality of life...



Even the most unlikely characters can become friends, if you would just open your heart and accept...

Wanted to post some photos of the KTV session last Saturday to celebrate Jiajia's farewell, but mysteriously, the photos disappeared from my memory stick!!! Dunno what happened to them. ***

Anyway I'm worried of the future and what it holds for me. I can't promise what will happen in the future, hence if things get worse, what am I gonna do? I can't possibly jeopardize it right? Not sure what to do... Help!


*** Opps the photos are in Baby's camera. Haha...will upload once I get hold of it...