Was going through my stuff and found many letters addressed to me by a lot of unknown people. I mean I used to have penpals (yesh, I'm that old) and used to frequent Internet chatrooms. I'm surprised by the number of "unknown" names. I tried very hard to recall who they are but I dun have the slightest idea. Also there are pages of diary that marked my secondary school days. I can't even remember some of those guys mentioned in my diary.
The point here is not that I'm getting old and losing my memory (though that's true too), but the fact that I survived through all these...

I used to chat with strangers and meet up with these strangers, sometimes with my friends and sometimes alone. I guess I've been super lucky, judging from the recent newspaper's report of how perverts and rapists lurked in chatrooms to find their next victims. Super heng man.
Even my first bf was my Internet friend, but I've been very lucky that those people I've met have not tried anything funny with me. I can't even believe what would have happen to girls who do that now. I'll never even allow my daughter to do that...

Went to East Coast Park today for cycling. It has been so long since I cycled. Went to the SingPost Headquarters before East Coast. The place is pretty nice, with a nice Coffee Bean with nice water features.



Really enjoyed the ride. Went to Bedok Jetty too. Nice view.

Went to the fantastic place in East Coast. It's a lagoon called cable ski something. It's so cool. I also wanna wakeboard there too. Will definitely try it out soon. Below is the instructor demonstrating the art of wakeboard.

Just some random photos of me taken on the day of Syl's wedding...

Was raining damn heavily yesterday and today. Yesterday, there was even lightning and thunder which was very scary. I was surprised that I'm quite afraid of that. Usually I'm quite brave till the last time when I was with my ex. Shocking! Maybe he did have a great influence on me.

暧昧是什么??

暧昧是，你会常常在 MSN 等他上线，每当他几你天没上线，你会开始担心．

暧昧是，你会不时的留意他的个人资料看看有没有更新，且留意字里行间，他对你有没有什么暗示．

暧昧是，有感觉，然而，这种感觉不足以叫你们切切实实的发展一端正式的关系．

暧昧是，明白人生有太多的无奈，现实有太多的限制，知道不可能，但却又不舍得放手．

暧昧是，有进一步的冲动，却没有进一步的勇气．

暧昧是，他不是你的情人，但似乎他比你的情人更关心，了解你．

暧昧是，你会编一条围巾给他，但大家从没有开始过．

暧昧是，虽然他不是你的情人，但他却会对你说 “你对我来说是十分重要的”

暧昧是，你感冒时，有一个会再晚上打电话来，特意提醒你吃药，叫你盖好棉被，早点睡的普通朋友．

暧昧是，当你遇到困难解决不了时，找不到男女朋友时，你第一个会想到的人．

暧昧是，每当他提起他的另一半时，你就会感到万箭穿心．

暧昧是，为了逃避背叛的罪恶感．

暧昧是，甜津津又同时酸溜溜的，往往从未开始，已叫人不安，患得患失．

暧昧是，别人以为你们在搞地下情时，你会沾沾自喜．

暧昧是，别人问你们是否在恋爱中，你张口结舌．

暧昧是，常常挣扎表不表白，怕表白之后，既得不到一个情人，又失去一个知心好友．

暧昧是，见到他时，你会心跳，见不到时，会挂念他．

暧昧是，两个人都互相猜测，他是不是已经暗示了什么？我是不是自作多情？

暧昧是，除了情人节外，在大时大节和生日时，大家都会换礼物．在外地的时候，你总会记得买礼物给他，他有时煮了甜品，也会帮你预定一份．

暧昧是，你很想多走一步，又怕会吓会了他．你会很小心流露自己的感情忍不住不去关注他，又怕他知道你的关注．

暧昧是，两个人没有承诺过什么，虽然如此，你愿意付出的，比有承诺的情侣更多．没有责任，却很渴望去承担．不问回报．

暧昧是，看到这篇文章，你会想到的那个人.

My marriage age is..
You know when your birthday is, but how old should you really be getting married? (just put an x next to the things that apply to you)

[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] I keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] I know how to do my own laundry.
[ ] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself.
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[ ] I balance my checkbook.
[ ] My parents have better things to say than my friends.
Total: 4

[ ] show up for school/college/work every day early.
[ ] I always carry a pen in mypocket/purse.
[ ] I've never gotten a detention.
[ ] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[x] I have never gotten completely trashed.
[ ]I have forgotten my own birthday at least once.
[ ] I like to take walks by myself.
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[x] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
[ ] I drink coffee at least once a week.
Total: 3

[x] I know how to do the dishes.
[x] I can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When I say I'm going to do something I do it.
[x] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[x] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[ ] I remember to water the plants.
[x] I study when I have to.
[ ] I pay attention at school/college.
[ ] I remember to feed my pets.
Total: 6

[x] I can spell 'experience' without looking it up
[ ] I work out on a regular basis.
[ ] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know me by name.
[ ] My favourite kind of food is takeout.
[x] I have gained weight since middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
[x] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
[ ] I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] I can type quickly.
Total: 4

[ ] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place of employment.
[x] I have been to a Tupperware party.
[ ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are overthe age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] I have more bills than I can pay.
[ ] All my friends are older than I am.
[ ] I can say no to staying out all night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[ ] My wardrobe hasn't changed in awhile.
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it.
Total: 2

Add up all the numbers and repost this as: "My marriage age is..." 19??? which means that I'm long overdue...

Lazy Monday. Dun feel like doing anything though my work is probably piled up to the sky already.

Was watching SCV last night. It suddenly dawned on me how much I missed having cable at home. It's so enjoyable watching all those Taiwanese variety shows which are best at bringing their celebs down. A great way to relax and temporary relieves the stress of the weekdays.



Find the above pic really very cute!!!

Still feeling pretty groggy. I'm quite surprised by myself too. Usually I won't take so long to recover from a particular sickness. This flu/cold/backache/dunno-what-illness is taking forever to recover from. What's wrong with me? Am I getting more and more vulnerable or getting weaker by the days? Maybe the older you get, you harder you recover from ailments! OMIGOSH, I'm an old lady now! Can't seem to produce enough antibodies to fight diseases!

Have yet to go collect my blood test report from the clinic though I'm pretty sure that I do have that "iron-producing-facility-damaged" disease. Why? Cos it's hereditary. My dad has that, so most likely I'll be affected. I take after my father more than my mum. You can tell by just looking at my overboard height. Sigh~ Why am I borne so tall? Singaporean guys are usually soooo short! It's so hard to find guys who are compatible in height with me!

Still feeling pretty groggy. Can't really function that well. Still in the energy-saving mode.

Supposed to have dinner with my department but will postpone to tomorrow due to the fact that my boss is not around. C'mon, can't we get it over and done with? Why must drag so long? Don't see the rationale behind this dinner. Feels like some propaganda shit.

Did a life analysis by one of my masters and he claimed that I'm a born leader who is highly smart & intelligent and will do very well. I can't be suppressed or control and can only lead. Ha, to a certain extent that's true. I like freedom. I dun like to be controlled. I live by certain principles in life that some may find ridiculous but that's me. However I'm not inclined to be a career woman. I just want a simple life and have children and what not.

Sadly the master said that because of my character and excellence in work, I will not succeed in love. That's very sad to know. He said that I'll not teng someone unless I want to. No amounts of coercion will change that fact. That's pretty true. I do what I want and I teng who I want. You dun have to make me happy, but as long as I feel like it, I'll teng you. That's very true and it made me realise why I'm so bo chup in so many things. I need to be constantly excited and fuelled.

Getting very sick very easily these few days. Wake up feeling nausea all the time, especially in the morning. Dunno what's wrong with me.

Had mahjong 2 days in a row. Extremely tired.

Spent Friday evening relaxing & slacking in Coffee Bean @ T2. Nice atmosphere. If I ever have to study again, I'd definitely go there! It's really cosy. Just nice for relaxing~ Something that I really needed after such stressful life @ work.

Really need to start packing my clothes into the new wardrobe. Have been putting it off cos' I'm soooo tired from the mahjong marathon. Also the piles and piles of clothes are really pretty scary. Suddenly the thought of having a new wardrobe is not exactly that ideal. The cupboard's a tad too tall for my room as most of the pieces in the room are short. Nonetheless I'm glad that I've got a new wardrobe and best of all, it's a gift!

Okay, gotta go and start packing my clothes~

I'm so sick of being in this stupid company! The management here sucks! They dun appreciate you for what you do and they kept thinking that they are big shots who need to be worshipped like gods. This is so old-fashioned minded. Reality check~ Which boss in this century still behaves like that? This way, they can never make it big. Maybe 20 years down the road, they are still happily in this enclave, happily rejoicing and thinking that they are a world class company. Just like the ancient Japanese who closed up their doors to the rest of the world, only to realise when they open up their doors, that the rest of the world are far more advanced than them.
Stupid fools can never learn!