Good news that our department achieved our target 2 months before the end of the financial year. Bad news is that I'm still bothered by what people has been saying about me. Do I really look that lobo? I don't compromise on my work and is efficient in what I do. If you still wanna fault me for that, I can't say anything. Of course, I can take my own sweet time to do all the shit I want, but I do it fast & well, so how can you fault me for appearing to be free when I simply just finish my work a lot faster? I'm capable & is not skiving on the job. I hate people who judge!

Got from really reliable sources that I REALLY LOOKED/APPEARED very 英英美带子 in office. Now I know why things are becoming more and more unbearable for me. Sources told me that I'm constantly not at my desk, hence the impression. So impressions really count. People can be constantly at their desk and playing games or surfing the net, but me constantly not at the desk looked super eng.

Source also asked if I'm trying to get fired from the company. OMIGOD! I never realise how unimportant I seemed in the company. Super down now. Dunno what to say... Loss for words~

Really thinks that I'm getting dumber and dumber by the day. After stepping in the society, I found myself getting more and more detached from my field of study. I'm getting less and less like a E-lang major. How? Are things always like that or am I just too plain complacent, thinking that knowledge acquired will never be lost.

Every my blog entries seem to lack substance. I can not throw in bombastic words anymore. My previous blogs were better written than my current one I think I've became extremely superficial. I really think that I need to buck up on my forte (so called).

Really must buck up!

Really looking forward to July cos I'm going HK! Have already packed part of my luggage. Contemplating whether I wanna bring my new Colours of Benetton Pink Luggage, but it's quite a heavy box. Dun think I can survive on bringing it around for a week.

Also pondering should I wear my boots there. Thought of doing so cos wanna look real good in the pictures, but dunno is it too leh chey and maybe my companions will think I'm mad to don such footwear.

Anyways, really very excited now. Thinking of how much I should bring and what should I buy is really enough to kill me.

Woah, HONG KONG, here I come~

Tried to work out my expenses and see if I could actually afford a car. After much discussion with a friend, I realised that only if I scrimp and save, can I actually afford the lousiest car in town. Hence I've decided not to get a car afterall.

Without a car, I can still afford many other stuff, such as clothes, shoes, and other material stuff. Hence no more car for in the next 3 years!

Really feel like getting a car for myself when I drove on Saturday. Great feeling. Now I know why guys enjoy driving and cars are ego boosters. The feeling of being control beats the fact that you're not a great driver and that other road users are usually quite the terror.

Not quite sure if I can afford the car though. Then again, how am I suppose to get myself drunk the next time I go clubbing? Hmm how? And if I wanna change my job, can I still afford the car? (Not that I think I can afford with the current job.)

How? Desire is strong but flesh is weak (Is that how you use this phrase?) Dunno if I can maintain should I buy on my impulse and materialistic desire of owning a car...
Somebody help me!!!

Saw this in miyagi's blog...

An NZ court has found GlaxoSmithKline guilty of misleading advertising because there’s actually no detectable vitamin C in Ribena. But in Singapore, the AVA has certified that local Ribena Berries aren’t just cannibals, they’ve also been ‘certified rich in vitamin C‘.

Received an email from one of my classmates from secondary school. Attached are some photos and the contacts of the entire class. I missed out on the class gathering last Saturday and now I kinda regret it. Seeing all the photos of my ex-classmaties, I really feel a sense of nostalgia. I feel so old now.

This is the photo in my sec 4 year book. Can you spot me? :P

Added a lot of friends in MSN and friendster. Glad to be in touch with them. Also arrange to meet up with my partner at the end of the month. Omigosh, I feel so old~

If you are my friend, please add me in friendster and MSN using sharonpoh_hui@yahoo.com.sg

Surprised at how little energy I now have as compared to younger days. I can't believe that I promptly need to be in bed by 12mn. I'll probably die the next day should I stay up later than that. I reckon I have to admit that I'm really old now. One quarter of a century... that sounds really scary isn't it? I'm already at a marriageable age, in fact, I'm already at a child-bearing age. So what am I doing here? Why am I not at home trying to make babies? I guess not everyone can have that kind of luxury...

Well, I'll just have to slog my butt off...

Tried very hard to be a good superior, but at times, it's really hard especially if you are super close to your subordinates. I really dunno. I just can't be so attached to them.

It's the same case as that of me being a relief teacher. I'm just too friend to them. Sigh,

Boring day... So bored that I'm probably falling asleep..

Already saw the itinerary that Aunt prepared. Seems interesting. Can't wait for July to come...

Kicked myself last night again. Ya, I know it sounds dumb. Of course, I didn't literally kick one of my legs with another leg (that sounds really stupid), but I knocked my legs against the door of the fridge. I've absolutely no idea why I can always knock myself against something, be it the leg of a table or the sides of a chair. I just need to injure myself. Worse thing being, I bruise extremely easily! I literally have coloured legs! Blue, black all the time.

I've already tried to be careful in all the steps that I took, but I still just injure myself ALL THE TIME! How to be more careful?

Some random pix...

Bought so much things from GSS that I'm super broke.
Here's some of my damage items.