新年快乐！Although it's already 初七, I'm still kinda in the holiday mood. Why? Cos' I'm only working on Monday. That's a total of a week off from work. Okay start being envious.

New Year is probably one of my favourite festivities. The added bonus of being able to get ang pows is certainly enticing. Anyway it's actually the idea of seeing so many family and friends that you may not have the time and chance to during normal days. Also the added perks of mahjong! I've been playing mahjong from 初一 to 初四. Sadly afterwhich, everyone else has to work and no more time for mahjong. But we're going for another round at my granny's house later! Woah~

It's not like I earn much from mahjong. In fact, I'll be thankful if I don't lose. But it's the game that I'm addicted to. I love how you manipulate the tiles so that eventually you get a set that works. I'm definitely not an expert but I simply loved the game.

Another wonderul thing that happened in my life. One of my best friends is getting married. Sy called me during a mahjong game at Jyna's house to tell me that she's going to get married to Eric in a month's time. The actual date is set to be 24th March. Omigosh! Can you believe that? She's getting married at such a young and tender age and this old aunty here is still not attached??!!
Anyway I'm super happy for her and I get to be the 姐妹 for the first time. I mean I was forced to assume this 姑姑 role when I was in secondary school for this distant uncle whom I may not even see once a year. Anyway that time was horrid cos I have to wake up super early in the morning and travel all the way to God-knows-where part of Singapore and go out with the entire entourage for the entire morning. That being said, I don't get the deserved ang pow that all-my-friends-who-did-it have! I almost wanted to die on the spot. All this trouble for nothing. But of course, Sy, I'm not asking you to prepare it for me, cos for you, I'm literally FOC. Anything for a friend, ya? *winks*

I look forward to the day. In the meantime, I must go shopping for new clothes~

Today's Valentine's Day. It's been quite some time since I'm spending this day alone. I've been attached for more than half a decade before I ended my last relationship last July. This year I'm a single!

I thought it might suck big time to be spending this day alone but it's alright. Nothing depressing and sad. It just seemed like another other day to me. Got my Valentine's Day wish early in the morning. Not too bad I guess. Also no need to spend money on getting prezzies that are priced extremely high by the evil and scrupulous merchants.

I hate you!! I Hate you!!! Who do you think you are? Why should I be feeling so wronged? Why should I burst into tears because of you? I really hate you and dun wish to see you for the rest of my life!!!
You make me feel so miserable. You're just plain mean to me.

I HATE YOU!!!
I HATE YOU!!!

I HATE YOU!!!

Once again, I've failed. I've once again committed the same stupid mistake. Million of times have I been warned that colleagues are more often best kept as colleagues and not friends. Once again, I felt betrayed by someone whom I consider as a friend, but I guess that person merely regarded me as a colleague and is using me to climb higher.

Why do such people exist? Why can't colleagues be truthful to each other? I mean, I know that there are still colleagues that are good friends to me, but I just find the fact a bitter pill to swallow. Great...

Naive & foolish`

1. Where were you 1 hour ago?:- still in the same place typing my report

2. Who will be your next kiss?:- hmmm, i've absolutely no idea

3. Is there anything pink within 10feet of you?:- a big water bottle of my colleague

4. When was the last time you went to a mall?:- this week? last week? hmmm, not very long ago lah

5. Are you wearing socks right now?:- no socks, but wearing stockings now

6. When was the last time you went outof the state?:- last year

7. Have you been to the movies in thelast week?:- nope

8. What was the last thing you had to drink?:- hot teh

9. What are you wearing right now?:- clothes?

10. What was your last purchase?:- food i guess

11. Last food you ate?:- tao sao pao

12. Who was the last person you talkedto on the phone?:-

13. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?:- should be... or is it the week before?

14. Do you have a pet?:- nope, unless Hello Kitty counts

15. What's the last sporting event you watched?:-world cup i think

16. What is your favorite class?:- not exactly a studious person

17. If you could be anywhere right now,where would you be?:- at home, sleeping...

18. What is the last thing youp urchased online?:- some clothes

20. What's your favorite soup?:- minestrone/mum's 爱心汤

21. Do you miss anyone?:- hmmm, not really

22. Last play you saw?:- back in varsity

23. What are your plans for the day?:- work, eat, go home & sleep (okay, i admit i have a boring life)

24. Who is the last person you messagedon FRIENDSTER?:- some friend of huimin, by the name duncan

25. Ever go to camp?:- of course, having a boring life now does not constitute to a boring childhood

26. Were you an honor roll student inschool?:- impossible

27.What do you know about the future?:- nothing... someone did tell me that my career will be good, but love life is downhill~~~

28. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?:- think i forgot about it this morning

30. Where is your best friend located?:- in my heart?

31. Do you have a car?:- no, can't afford one

32. How old do you want to be when you have kids?:- actually i want them b4 i turn 30, but judging frm my love life, or the lack of it, i doubt it'll be any time soon

33. Do you hate people?:- not really

34. Do you have any tattoos or piercings?:- no tattoos but got ear piercings

35. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?:- of course! do i look like i'm from mars?

36. How do you like your soda?:- chilled

37. Do you like hot sauce?:- yup

38. Last time you took a shower?:- this morning

39. Who do you like?:- my friends, family, colleagues

41. Are you someone's best friend?:- no idea...

42. What's the last TV show you watched?:- hmm some cheesy channel 8 show, but elvin is cute *blush*

43. Are you addicted to a certain kind of gum?:- nope

I'm sooo busy with work and piles and piles of them are stacking up. Jyna's leaving in less than a week and we'll gonna have a farewell dinner with her on Saturday after the 大扫处. Should be going to Marina for dinner. Life's getting crappier at work. Things are still okay, but I can't imagine what life would be without Jyna & the when the new business manager takes over. Hopefully she's as gentle as she appears to be. I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

Just gotta realise from someone that my ex is now working in Bugis. Wow, fantastic. Anyway I think he got himself a new girlfriend. Good for him. I think he needs to be in love. He's probably the type who needs to be constantly surrounded by love. Too young & immature.

Frankly, I sort of hated him when we broke up but now looking back, I guess things happened for a reason. I can never really verify if he did sleep around or is a player, but I guess we did have happy times together. Also I also managed to realise that not everyone around are truthful. People may be pretending to be your best friends but in fact, they're constantly hiding things from you.

That is to say, I may not have confidants and REAL friends that I can also go to for advice. I DO have a lot of friends who will be there should I really need help. And being the person I am, I dun feel that I have anything to hide from anyone. That's why I was able to pick myself up and move on with life.

Right now, I'm enjoying my life as a single & not looking into the possibility of getting into a relationship yet. Not exactly interested in getting hurt again, hence not exactly into the dating game all over again. It does get lonely at times, especially when couples surround you and friends getting married so many times in a year. But I dun have to answer to anyone when I go home late and I can choose who I wanna hang out with all the time. Loneliness aside, life's still pretty good. Hmm excpet maybe for the lack of cash also...

New Year's coming. I'm so happy... The chance to play mahjong. This year, I found more khakis and since I'm off from work for a week, I can play till I drop. Haha...

Okay back to my piles of work~