雪人の宅

I'm sooo busy with work and piles and piles of them are stacking up. Jyna's leaving in less than a week and we'll gonna have a farewell dinner with her on Saturday after the 大扫处. Should be going to Marina for dinner. Life's getting crappier at work. Things are still okay, but I can't imagine what life would be without Jyna & the when the new business manager takes over. Hopefully she's as gentle as she appears to be. I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

Just gotta realise from someone that my ex is now working in Bugis. Wow, fantastic. Anyway I think he got himself a new girlfriend. Good for him. I think he needs to be in love. He's probably the type who needs to be constantly surrounded by love. Too young & immature.

Frankly, I sort of hated him when we broke up but now looking back, I guess things happened for a reason. I can never really verify if he did sleep around or is a player, but I guess we did have happy times together. Also I also managed to realise that not everyone around are truthful. People may be pretending to be your best friends but in fact, they're constantly hiding things from you.

That is to say, I may not have confidants and REAL friends that I can also go to for advice. I DO have a lot of friends who will be there should I really need help. And being the person I am, I dun feel that I have anything to hide from anyone. That's why I was able to pick myself up and move on with life.

Right now, I'm enjoying my life as a single & not looking into the possibility of getting into a relationship yet. Not exactly interested in getting hurt again, hence not exactly into the dating game all over again. It does get lonely at times, especially when couples surround you and friends getting married so many times in a year. But I dun have to answer to anyone when I go home late and I can choose who I wanna hang out with all the time. Loneliness aside, life's still pretty good. Hmm excpet maybe for the lack of cash also...

New Year's coming. I'm so happy... The chance to play mahjong. This year, I found more khakis and since I'm off from work for a week, I can play till I drop. Haha...

Okay back to my piles of work~