雪人の宅

I applaud myself. I managed to watch the entire football game this morning! It was a total of 120 mins excluding penalty shoots. Eventually Italy won the World Cup. I was actually rooting for France though & for the first time in my entire, I placed a bet with the legalised bookie, Singapore Pools. Well I lost the bet cos at the end of 90 mins, it was a draw. There goes my hope of winning something.
Anyway I think I impressed myself for being able to watch the entire game even though it doesn't really help now that I'm practically having insomnia every night. The only footballer I've heard of was Zidane but he was sent off at around the 115th min for butting another with his head. The most idiots were the commentators who kept harping on the fact that it was his last game & this is the most disgraceful way of ending his international performace WTF, the guy was just overwhelmed by emotions that the other guy put his arm across his chest, trying to stop Zidane from getting the ball. What's wrong with that 2 commentators?
And I really think that football is a rough sport. I see the footballers trying to trip one another or cause injury to the opponents. Hey, people, show some sportsmanship.

I've been thinking a lot about him recently. How he'll always cuddle me and hold me close to his heart. It didn't help also that last night it was raining. He knows I'm a scaredy cat & he'll always assure me that he'll always be there to protect me. But last night, he wasn't there. But I mean, who can I blame? I was the one who initiated the breakup. I just have to learn to live alone.

Probably meet Sy & her friends for a movie later. They're gonna watch "Just My Luck". Actually I do wanna watch that show but I dun really clicked that well with her friends especially when I was left to take a cab home alone that Saturday night all the way from Serangoon. WTF, I mean they have cars for Christ's sake! Someone could have offered a ride. Well I reckon I'm probably not the type of girls they're interested in, hence they might as well spend more efforts on those type of girls. Everybody automatically assumes I can take care of myself & people around me. I guess that's the prob with me. I may appear strong but I'm not...