A whole new Beginning

The second day of 2012 and I'm really glad it has come!!! 2011 had been a really lousy year for me, so I cannot imagine anything worse than that. Many said that 2012 is the year of destruction. To me, I'm fine with that. I have nothing left in this world that cannot be destroyed.

Have you made your new year resolution? Mine is to live each day (ok technically only non-work days) to the fullest and happiest to the max! And I believe I would defnitely be able to keep this!

Recalling on 2011,
Hmmmmm.............


Must have been such a bad year that I didn't even bothered blogging! Significant milestones in that year would be
-Left FCo in April cos of the instability and cashflow issues, was kinda sad but thought it's gonna be a better thing for me. Totally regretted in the new company
-Joined Triumph in May, no doubt it was a better designation, I thought what I was doing was worse off. Totally regretted leaving Jayss. Talk about having a good boss!
-Visited Taiwan in August - one of my worse vacations in my life. Only good thing that came out of it? Met a new Taiwanese friend!
-Diagnosed with cyst. I think my world just collapsed! Thankfully it disappear later~
-Discovered that I got ditched via FB in November! Always thought those idiots who divorce their wives over SMS-es were assholes, and look what happened? Jerk didn't even have the guts to SMS me, just "informed" me over the change of FB status! FML
-Went on a all-alone-self-discovery trip in end November. Felt really liberated!

To sum it up, things started going haywire second part of the year when I accepted the new job. I was feeling incompetent and at the same time, fellow workers were exactly making things easy for me. Felt really sucky and probably that caused a series of lousy happening so after. Health was at stake when I found out about the cyst. Jerk didn't make me feel like I was important. It was truly a terrible time. Arguments soon followed throughout the months. World came crashing down when I knew I was dumped and that he had gotten himself a Vietnamese wife. I swear, I hate things from Vietnam now!!!

Looking back, it was a rather good timing for the breakup. Closer to the end of the year, I managed to numb the pain and recover quickly through all the parties and gatherings. Felt a lot of love from people too. No doubt a part of me is still bitter, especially the fact that I've known this jerk for more than 10 years before we even got together, but you can never truly understand a man. They think with their lower part of their bodies, which we women lack.

Anyway bitterness to be buried in the deepest part of my heart and I hope that love will fill in all the gaps in my life. I sincerely wish for peace and happiness for all around me in 2012!