It's done deal?

Been wanting to make time to do some serious thinking before I make certain decisions in my life. But if you are a real friend, you would probably know that I tend to give out relatively sound advice for others but when it comes to my own life, I'm at a total loss.
Especially when I grow older, I tend to not want to make major decisions that may cause drastic changes to my "monotonous yet peaceful" life. Hence I've been procrastinating to do things or make decisions. Unfortunately, being human, one cannot stay contented for long. I yearn to move on to the other side of the pastures, but fearful of what this move will bring along with it. And most of the time, I choose to stay put because of uncertainties. It may paint a better story but what if it doesn't work out that way? My ostrich way of behaviour may cause me to lose out certain possibilities in life and god knows, years down the road, I may ponder and wonder on the 'What ifs'.

But I guess for now, I'm standing by my kiasee mentality. I may not be happier, but I definitely won't get worse!