For a lazy person like me, I will always opt the easy way out. Stay put so that I don't have to face unexpected changes that might scare the shit out of me.
But for once, I thought I wanted to try something NEW in my life. Since I'm probably gonna live for another 9 more years, I might as well go try out something different. So I went ahead with some friends' blessings and jump over to a new job that I have totally zero idea & experience. I told myself I shouldn't regret my move, but here at my workplace, I do feel a little pathetic.
I do not have any motivation at work, apart from the higher pay and future promised commissions, and I have absolutely no idea what I'm supposed to do at work.
I mean usually before you even step into office, you would have probably mentally made a list of the amount of tasks you will wanna achieve for the day. You know what you are expected to be doing. It's a different ball game altogether for me. I dunno what I'm expected to for the day, will only know when you arrive in office, possibly going around to deliver stuff across the island. But what happens on days that you DO NOT have to deliver stuff? This is exactly the situation I'm in now. It's just weird that I come to office for surprises every single day, and this had been the case for the past 1.5 months!
I'm really not sure if I can endure or get adapted to this. My old workplace is hiring a replacement for me now, and my boss welcomes me back. But should I even consider it? Things will definitely be different from what I left. Sigh...
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