雪人の宅

I've been terribly sick the last few days & all thanks to Mark, the flu virus is here to stay. I've been having such a bad headache together with my flu that I thought I was gonna die soon. The medicine the doctor gave was quite effective to a certain extent but it definitely didn't help take away the misery.
Tonight's Valen's b-day party. I'm not sure if I wanna go. I know I must go & socialize but I'm really not in the mood. I'll see how later. I've also asked if Sy wanna go cos the place will be opened to the public after 10. She said she'd love to. I've yet to confirm the time with her.

My ex is deleting his blog & changing his number soon. I dunno how I should feel about this. Some part of me feels happy for him cos he can finally move on with life but another part of me sulks and thinks it's unfair that he can move on before I do. But then again, of coz he can. He's a player! He did smsed me to go out on Sunday but I think it's unlikely that it would happen. The last time he asked me out, it was cancelled at the very last minute too. So I'm not banking hopes on this Sunday.

Mum's still in hospital. She was supposed to come home on Thursday but her wound started bleeding, so she had to stay in hosptal for a few more days. I really hope she comes home soon.

My life is still a wreck. Just as I thought I'm becoming accustomed to the work culture, I felt many daggers behind my back. Just like the Brand's CV where daggers are thrown in every direction of the office. I think my colleague dislike my skimpy dressing & hate me for doing nothing. C'mon, cut me some slack. I'm new! Nevertheless, I'm sticking on with the job. It's not exactly fun looking for a job.