雪人の宅

I've got Akira who claimed that he's his best friend & he left an entry for me? Who is he? My ex? Anyway I've checked his blog & there's nothing for me. However this entry is for him...

Baobei, I must say that you've really got a way with people. You've managed to make me lose all my rationality to be with you. I saluate you for that. Unforunately I can't say that I've come out stronger after the ordeal. In fact, I now know that I really need love & concern. And I guess whoever can give me that now is gonna be the one I'll cling on for life. I'm genuinely glad that I'm out of it before everything's too late, though I do feel sad. Many people told me that you've lied so much that I'm just in love with the farce you've presented to me. Yes I guess that's true. But deep down inside, I still wanna believe that what you've said to me, was true & maybe for that several months we've been together, you were a changed man. Weirdly, I managed to find more than 10 persons who said we weren't compatible. I guess that's probably the truth.
We did have wonderful times together, well at least I did. And I was pretty upset that you said that the Genting's trip was the worst of yours. I, on the other hand, enjoyed everything. It seemed to me that there's someone new in your life. Someone whom you're really going to do something for. Like to take up riding to pillion that someone. Something that I've been nagging you since time immemorial to do. I guess we were looking for different things in life. You've hurted me deeply but I've never really hated you for that. I detest the things you've done but I guess I can't bring myself to hate you. No matter what, I did love you before.
Anyway I sincerely hope for the best for you. Whether it's for you & Jen or you & Vikki, or any other new special person in your life, I wish you all the best. Take good care of yourself.

Love,
Sharon