雪人の宅

A really ugly shock when my ex started cursing & swearing at me. I'm really sad that extreme love can eventually turn into hatred. Initially I thought of writing him an email to explain things & my decision but now I've decided to just let it be. You won't believe how drastic the change is. There's really no point in trying to explain anymore. Just like in Shang, I can't be bothered to explain my actions. Just let them think what they want.

Below are some of the sms he sent me:
- Just fuck off bitch. I don't want to see you anymore. You are an idiot...
- Just fuck off with your lies and excuses...
- ... never get marry and stay lonely til u die
- Never be happy for the rest of your life...
- The guys you going to meet will never love u but THEY will make use of u...
- Every next boyfriend u have will cheat on u cos i never cheat on u before...

All the above is by him, so I apologize for the bad language.

I thought only girls become like monsters when guys ditch them, but the above proved that guys are equally stupid. I really apologize to him for making him feel used though I felt exactly the same way. Well maybe like his curses, I'll have to spend the rest of my life lonely & pathetic, I'll live with it. I just wanna get on with life & start a new chapter of my life. I know it's gonna be hard for me to move on, but I can do it. I'll give my utmost best...　がばってね！