Friday, August 17, 2018

How long has it been?

I'm back...... not! Started to blog for the floral business and discovered I've been missing this part of me!


Interestingly an important person in my life kinda shaped me to be who I am today. I was a stupid 17-year old who knows nothing about what she wants in life, no preferences in life, no opinions, no plans and savings; basically no idea what the future holds for her. My then-boyfriend, who eventually turned out to someone whom I'm still in loose contact after so long, was the one who decided that I need to start developing habits and hobbies, preferences and likes. He decided that I were to like a colour, preferably a feminine colour. So I chose pink! He also thinks that Hello Kitty is girly and I should adore things like that, so I developed a liking for it. He's always appreciated my language skills and encouraged me to start a blog to pen down my thoughts. So that's why this blog came about!

Funny how when I told about about stuff like above many years after we've broke up, he don't have the slightest memory of it. I guess for him, he was just trying to help a silly girlfriend understand herself and pave her future. Little did he know that such acts actually had such a big impact that till today, everyone knows me as the Kitty fanatic.

I digress. This post was not supposed to be about him. So back to me... :P
As I started to blog for the business, I just suddenly 'remembered' that I used to spend hours and hours on looking out for the latest blog templates and taking pictures to showcase my life etc. I was probably a pioneer in the influencer era. Unfortunately my enthusiasm didn't last long to witness how life has changed to centre about people with opinions. If I had persevered and polish up my photoshop photography skills, I could have been a super well-paid KOL now. LOL

Though that didn't happen, I was thankful to have started writing. As I age, I start to forget things and the past entries served as reminders of how I used to live my life. In times of loneliness, I re-read on happy memories to feed on them as sustenance to move on. This is like a photo album where I can reminisce and relive my life.

As I continuously update content on the floral blog, I sincerely hope that I can again start to revive this blog and pen down my daily thoughts and life.

We shall see.. till the next time I update.

P/S: Check out the floral blog!

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