Interestingly an important person in my life kinda shaped me to be who I am today. I was a stupid 17-year old who knows nothing about what she wants in life, no preferences in life, no opinions, no plans and savings; basically no idea what the future holds for her. My then-boyfriend, who eventually turned out to someone whom I'm still in loose contact after so long, was the one who decided that I need to start developing habits and hobbies, preferences and likes. He decided that I were to like a colour, preferably a feminine colour. So I chose pink! He also thinks that Hello Kitty is girly and I should adore things like that, so I developed a liking for it. He's always appreciated my language skills and encouraged me to start a blog to pen down my thoughts. So that's why this blog came about!
Funny how when I told about about stuff like above many years after we've broke up, he don't have the slightest memory of it. I guess for him, he was just trying to help a silly girlfriend understand herself and pave her future. Little did he know that such acts actually had such a big impact that till today, everyone knows me as the Kitty fanatic.
I digress. This post was not supposed to be about him. So back to me... :P
As I started to blog for the business, I just suddenly 'remembered' that I used to spend hours and hours on looking out for the latest blog templates and taking pictures to showcase my life etc. I was probably a pioneer in the influencer era. Unfortunately my enthusiasm didn't last long to witness how life has changed to centre about people with opinions. If I had persevered and polish up my
Though that didn't happen, I was thankful to have started writing. As I age, I start to forget things and the past entries served as reminders of how I used to live my life. In times of loneliness, I re-read on happy memories to feed on them as sustenance to move on. This is like a photo album where I can reminisce and relive my life.
As I continuously update content on the floral blog, I sincerely hope that I can again start to revive this blog and pen down my daily thoughts and life.
We shall see.. till the next time I update.
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