雪人の宅

It's been 2 days since HE called. I felt a bit lost & empty. Wonder if I should feel this way since I broke up with HIM and I was the one who chided HIM for not giving me some personal space.
Played mahjong with him, Alicia & Eric last night. They came over to his house. I felt that I'm really dating a young boy with the comments he said. Alicia was like," So he entertains you like this all the time?" Darn...
I really dunno if I truly love him but I do feel very happy with him. I sort of "psycho" myself into believing that he's the one. I may just regret it weeks later. WHo knows???
I thought of how to test my love for HIM. Maybe I should go out with HIM for a day & see if we can truly enjoy ourselves.

Feeling very lost.